Tuesday, August 26, 2008 
helloo :( Sigh... Everything seem to happening at the wrong time. After that horrible bastard left because of those negative thinking of his, another thing happened. My Uncle is in hospital and, brain dead. Sheesh. I really got no mood to study, really... Feeling so sad, having heart aches, feel like crying out. Sigh... I got no mood to post anything. What a life in the year 2008. It sucks, sucks, sucks :(
Okay, today those poly came to our school. Woah! Didn't know that Singapore Poly got the courses i want. Stayed back to see talent time peformance practice and skipped atp =/ They were cool and, the music is super nice. yupp. Sigh. Got to go now and have my tuition! Byee.
*why couldn't you be the one to be there when i need you?
Okay, today those poly came to our school. Woah! Didn't know that Singapore Poly got the courses i want. Stayed back to see talent time peformance practice and skipped atp =/ They were cool and, the music is super nice. yupp. Sigh. Got to go now and have my tuition! Byee.
*why couldn't you be the one to be there when i need you?
written at 6:38 pm
Sunday, August 24, 2008 
It's OVER... I will get over it, soon (i hope). Sigh, I really never expect things to turn out this way. Those heart aches, i try to reach out to soothe it but, i just can't. Holding back those rebellious tears, which simply just want to fight it's way out of my eyes. Everything is doing just fine and, just because of your negative thinking, things just happen the opposite now. I've really given up on that or whichever. I've tried my best in doing everything i could, for you. I was aware of everything, even what's coming in the near future. Doesn't mean that i want to be happy, means that i doesn't care about anything that might happen sooner or later. Sheesh! It is really a dreadful feeling... I guess, it is really time to let go.
*The near future, you're gone, all alone...
written at 1:31 pm
Friday, August 22, 2008 
Yesterday was really a long and tiring day for me. Left just 2 more weeks till deadline for submitting the coursework. There's still alot of drawing and colouring to be done, crap. Oh wells. Didn't attend school today cause i'm too tired and yea, in fact, Friday seems to be always the day i never attend school. hah. Sigh. School is so damn boring even though i'm doing fine in school. Haven been going out lately and i guess this week i won't be able to meet him cause to him, meeting up few hours is too lil, so rather not meet. It feels so shity man. Sheesh... Olympic craze is still on! Oh My~ That must stop man. If not, i really couldn't concentrate on my studies! hah. that's baddddd... Alrights, Bye for now. Update next time with more stuffs (if i could) :D
*As strong as you were, tender you go. I'm watching you breathing for the last time.
*As strong as you were, tender you go. I'm watching you breathing for the last time.
written at 11:55 am
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 
woohoo~ I'm crazy about olympics and, of course, MICHAEL PHELPS! :D He is so so so cool! Watching the Olympics sure is exciting and it's not no life okay. hah. Liu Xiang so poor thing cause he couldn't run and people shouldn't put all the blame on him! Olympic craze is gonna stop soon =/Today is my O level English oral examination. I was so damn nervous. But oh wells, it's OVER! hahaha. Sigh. This few days super busy, he too. Didn't really contact for days cause they are doing some range stuffs. Hope to see him soon :) AH!~ Somehow i'm back to maple but playing private server. lol. But i guess i won't play for long cause i always play halfway will quit playing. Need to chiong my art! shag. Deadline is so near and my sept holidays are gone. 一寸光阴一寸金，寸金难买寸光阴。BORED~ Finally, i've bought a new novel. Gonna go and do my stuffs already. Tomorrow have 5 periods of art plus atp till 6. It's total madness in this world! hah. TATA~
written at 8:52 pm
Wednesday, August 13, 2008 
Didn't attend school today cause i rather study at home. Changed my blog skin to a simpler one (: Prelim schedule is out and it somehow clashes with the date of the Ngee Ann City competition. Sigh. Wondering if i am able to go down and support them. Feeling down these few days. Many things happened and it is somehow so unfair. Curse that bloody old man who is baised against people =/ My 'O' level English oral is next week. A little confidence plus a little nervous really makes me feel terrible.
Oh wells. I couldn't tolerate people who always do things the opposite of what they say. It's really so tiring that we both have to put a mask on whenever we're talking to each other. There's so many things that i couldn't say right at your face cause i don't want to hurt you and with that, i chose to take a longer route, to say it indirectly at your face, hoping you would understand. But you never even bother to care what i am trying to tell you. If that's the case i rather give up hope on you.
Okay, all that aside for now...Can't wait for saturday to come! Gonna meet up with dearie again :D Next week he's gonna go outfield again, which means no reception :( Okay, i should really study hard for now. Can't wait to go overseas with them too! :) Awaiting~ Alrights. Not gonna update much for now. Will be very busying preparing for my prelims, so good luck to everyone! :D bye yo~
* All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
written at 3:22 pm
Find my true love soon ♥ 
