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Tuesday, March 31, 2009 Photobucket

A big HELLO to all readers!

Today started a new module, Fashion Make-up.
As you can see from my photos, I'm the model today.
Okay, I kinda look-like malay. A little I guess?!
Cause it is taken from the top, so kinda look different.
And of course, I can't miss out cam-whoring~
I've became too vain for goodness sake!
Oh wells, make up for school tmr! Cause I'm the artist.

Classes was great today, felt different though.
And as USUAL, Lynn makes me laugh non-stop! :x
She partner Trisha, still come and disturb me.
Cui ping was not bad! She's super gentle compare to others.
LOL! Just that at times she's super quiet :x

After class, cabb-ed home with Peiwen, cause her boyf sick.
She's like a 24 hours good girlf, always so concern about him.
101% Sianzationzxc ... *crapzxcrapzxcrapzx*
Off to do my project now! Needa prepare for portfolio already.

You? }

I've been thinking endlessly lately, wondering how are you.
You kept me thinking day and night, looking for answers.
But, I kept asking myself, What are the questions?
Life kept me busy, but I still thought of you.
At times, I felt that you stayed because of me.
Don't make me feel that way, please. I hope to let go.
Ways of answering myself, within my control.
Who knows we might be, or maybe not? You.
Give me a hint of finding an answer, okay?

TOODLES~

written at 4:46 pm

Monday, March 30, 2009 Photobucket

BOOOOOOOO! (:

Just another ordinary week start, changed partner again!

Previously after Trisha, was Lynn. Then now, Cui Ping.

Lucky I'm gonna partner Cui Ping and not Eric.

Lynn couldn't wait for that day to happen!

She's quite a humorous person. I like her manzxc :O

But she always make me laugh non-stop during practical!

Then, I'll always do things wrongly, on her face! :x

Due to too many practicals & theory, I felt kinda tired?!

Crap, crap, crapzxc. I'm a freak! I know it tooo :x

Okay, anyway I wanna thank my darling!

She've been running around Singapore with me these few days.

Was hunting for a bag needed for class to put all my notes.

FINALLY! I bought a bag from TANGS at Vivo city.

Alex is back from genting! (: Meet up soon ley.

I wanna go darling's house eat Nasi Briani!!! :O

Eat eat eat, I'm a big fat pig! BOOOOOO me yeah?

Crappingzxc again, and again, and again.

SAYONARA~

written at 8:35 pm

Wednesday, March 25, 2009 Photobucket

Hellooooooo earthlings! (:

Today I'm the model, and it's full set today, the final for first module.

Tmr Trisha is gonna be the model, hope I could complete on time!

It feels like a common test, we have to race against the time :x

Uploaded some photos about today's "test" and cam-whore, of course :O

Eric is today's most popular model! Everyone was so eager to take his photo.

Too bad Trisha have to work till late, and I slept early. A pig yo!

After class, went basement to have lunch with Trisha & Peiwen.

Ate mee-pok with milo, super duper full okay. But we had fun chatting (:

Looks surely deceive people! :x This is the topic for almost everyday?!

As usual! Took bus 124 home with Peiwen :D

And... of course, we chatted non-stop like long-time-no-talk like that :x

Lily seemed not to be herself today. Idk why, but everyone felt so?

Changing partner on friday. Wonder who will be my next? :O

Anyone will do, but no Eric please! :x Baddy? No way.

written at 8:06 pm

Monday, March 23, 2009 Photobucket

HELLOOO readers! (:

23.03.2009 ; Monday

AH! I look so different right? Cause I've learnt how to shave eyebrow.

hahah. Gonna learn finish my first module already (:

Changed new partner today, her name is Trisha.

One pretty dancer, look gentle on outside, but rough on inside.

I was teacher's model for the day, and it's a bad experience :x

Feels kinda weird as I've just changed partner, hope to get along with her.

Went home with Peiwen. Though not partners, still like close friends.

Reached home, had lunch, and out with Mummy to Deisgn school.

Went for enrollment and they've accepted me! YAY YAY!~

I was so elated okay. Is like, FINALLY I could study interior design.

No enrollment nor entry fee needed O.O

PEOPLE! Don't look down on designing, okay.

Doesn't mean it's something related to art, means no future!

I'll not let all of you look down on ARTS! NEVER! (:

Gonna start school in July 2009. haha. SO ELATED!

Bus-ed down to bukit merah central with Mummy.

Cleared her bills, and took bus 167 home-ed (:

24.03.2009 ; Tuesday

Today was raining kinda heavily, so dad drove me to school (:

Most of the people reached quite early today.

I'm the artist today, and Trisha was my model :x

I was too nervous today, cause it's my first attempt helping people.

It turned out quite well with the help from Trisha, of course.

haha. And, we're the first team to finish today O.O

Too bad couldn't upload those photos yet, it's with Trisha.

Will upload them soon, okay? (:

After that, went Plaza Singapura with Serena & Trisha.

Went there to shop for shoes & bags, ate Yoshinoya too.

haha. Serena sure eat ALOT though she looked so small size.

I had a great time with them, they were so humorous.

Oh ya, Alex went genting today, so kinda like, less one audi partner!

But oh wells. Alex, do take care while you're away! (:

Meet up soon after you're back okay, and is a MUST!

Next week meeting up with Eddie & Damian for steamboat.

Hoping Sock Sian could come along too! So long no see her.

Tmr is the full set thingy and only have 1 and half hour to complete.

Hope Trisha could complete me, her model on time! :x

Next week gonna change partner again. Wonder who would it be?

} Editeddd ;

Sigh, It had been quite a number of days since I last saw you.

Too bad I've classes, and need to attend school everyday.

If not I would have waited for you to reach home everyday.

The timing just clashes! :(

I was released from class, is the time you went to work.

Hardly even have the chance to just see you.

oh god, oh god, oh god. Am i OVER it or what? *cries*

written at 7:59 pm

Tuesday, March 17, 2009 Photobucket

DING DANG DONG! Today is the first day of school.

And, I reached at 10, which was half an hour earlier.
There were only 3 people in the classroom, including me!

Was kinda like super nervous cause there's no friends.

Don't belittle that kit (1st picture) It's SUPER DUPER HEAVY!

I tell you, my hand might break off anytime okay.

The teacher could even say, "It's already consider very light".

In the future, it'll be 2 times heavier! *faints*

Met many fabulous people on the 1st day of class.

Quite a number of housewives though, but they are friendly!

And, there's only one guy in the class. Don't look gay though.

I thought there's only practical for this course.

In the end, there's also theory! Need to study later on :(

Found myself a partner cum my model, Peiwen (:

She's COOL, I could say. And, tmr I'm gonna be her model :x

It's like OMG right? Caixia is gonna be a model?! *laughs*

My teacher was quite humorous, and we call her, Lily.

When Lily told us about 8 hours of doing photographic portfolio,

all of us was like, HUH?! So crazy okay, 9am to 5pm take photo shoot.
But for our portfolio, guess we have to endure the torture? *laughs*

Later gonna head down to vivo to get all my other products :(

What a tiring day, I could say. Oh ya, Peiwen lives super near me!

Such a coincidence man. Lucky we click!, as we are partners cum model.

SAYONARA~~~

written at 4:58 pm

Sunday, March 15, 2009 Photobucket

*hint* - I love this bag (:

Greetings to all little earthlings! (:

Woohoo! I had a great weekend this week. How about you?

Kinda like took many photos today with my sister :x
Today my brother was out for canoeing competition.

So he did not join us for the family outing today :(
Went henderson there to buy tennis shoe for my sister.

And and... I fall in love with the nike bag (above) *hint*.

If I were to be still studying, I would definately buy that bag!

After that, off to harbour front for dinner & shopping.
Mum went to hush puppies to change her shoes.
And after that, off to banquet for dinner! (:
After dinner, we walked from harbour front to vivo city.
Went to mussels guys to collect my pay and return their uniform.
The person's face look so CB. Feel like slapping he's bloody face.

Sorry for the vulgarities, I couldn't stand it anymore.
And, their manager totally SUCKS! Trust me man.

* Someone ask me why I need to on the heater over 5?

She said : I ask the maid boil water give you shower can already.
Nice one right? *pissed*

written at 10:48 pm

Friday, March 13, 2009 Photobucket

Life's A Hell? Yes? Or maybe Not? I hope.

At times I really wonder, why humans just couldn't forgive other's past?
Is it so hard to, even when I'm trying hard to change?
Or is it that you couldn't even try to give me a chance,
to prove to you that I could change, or even, I've changed.
When something happened, and it's surely going to be my fault.
Without finding out the truth behind it, fingers already start pointing.
Like I'm being pointed with a gun right at my head, with no mercy.
Do you even know how dreadful that feeling was?
I know that everything I've done, to you is an eyesore.
Everything that I've done, to you, is all wrong.
And I knew that, it's never going to be right.
No faith, no trust, no confidence. Where is it?
Why do I have to search for it, instead of you showing them?

- End (:

It's all about, only you.

I've been thinking quite alot about you.
Jolly well knowing that It's hard for us to know each other.
Or maybe not? I don't know, myself. What am I thinking?
It was extremely hard not to think about, you.
I stayed up late that night, just to wait for you to appear.
Even if it was just a glance within seconds right before I sleep,
I am ignorantly contented, ending my day with a smile.
Not on appearance, but yet, it was deep down inside, my soul.
I don't know why, but everything just kept my mind occupied, you.
I couldn't find any words, phrase nor sentence to describe how I felt.
Felt so speechless, trying hard to search for answers within myself.
How should I start it? Or maybe, I could just end it?
I felt no stress, but only worries. Why is that so? -Thinking real hard.
Deep down, my soul, what answers am I trying to find?

- It's for me to find out, BYE (:

written at 11:46 am

Wednesday, March 11, 2009 Photobucket

Oh my god, I was so elated today okay.
Too deliriously happy that I couldn't stop thinking about what had happened!

Kinda woke up qutie early today, know why?
Cause my sister made breakfast for me O.O
I was feeling quite sick, and was so reluctant to get outta bed.

Went out for interview today at Ngee Ann City Tower A.
Saw Valerie & her bf on bus 124 today, but didn't get to say hi.
The interview was quite okay, I guess?

Walked around Taka to buy food, cause we've 10 bucks to spend.
Was kinda boring actually but oh wells.
Then headed home, taking bus 143 :D

Okay, I was elated because I took the same bus as someone (:
That someone which I've yearn to know?
I'm really wondering when I could get to know that someone?
When both our fathers know each other but not us? :x
Okay okay, I know that I'm thinking too much right now!
haha. Seem so eager to know that someone.
Maybe one day, I guess? I hope.

written at 4:58 pm

Monday, March 09, 2009 Photobucket

A big HELLOOO to all my readers! (:

Was kinda busy this week gaming, so didn't really update :x
Addicted to a new lauch game, SuddenAttackSEA.
It's was kinda fun and quite a thrilling game for girls, i guess?!
I can't stand it when I was shot dead by someone!
Then I'll scold my computer. Damn, poor computer of mine :x

Gonna start school next week, was like, FINALLY?!
hahah. Gonna meet up with my darlings on thursday! *loves*
Meeting up with Eddie & Sock Sian soon too! (:
Miss them so much man, especially those days we had!

Just done making my passport online.
And... I was forced to make my passport today okay.
I was indignant, why always do things with last minute notice.
Don't compare me with others okay.
Doesn't mean they're great, I've to be like them!
I have the rights to choose how I want to be.