HELLOOO readers!~

Have been rather busy recently!
My grandmother passed away last saturday.
Was at her wake for a week, today's the last.
I've noticed that my grandma's one was a grand one.
It wasn't like those normal funeral we see.
Lucky my uncle hired Photo & Video-Grapher (:
Will upload those photos & videos after I have it!
Slept only for a couple of hours everyday.
Plus, going to school, makes me even tired :(
But for her, I stay strong. I just wanna do what I could.

I know this will happen one day, but I weren't prepared.
Felt so sour when I saw her, on the day she passed away.
But we all could see that, she went off peacefully.
I felt a stronger family bond between the Yap's family.
Idk why, but it helps us to communicate more with others.
Wouldn't be celebrating anything for a year or so, I guess.
But I'm hoping that Yap family could still stay united!
I'm hoping to earn more money for a small gathering.
So that we won't be seperated though grandma is gone.

I hope they cherish what they had, though they are prepared.
Some things just couldn't be predicted, and we lost it...
Meeting most of them tmr again! To collect grandma's ashes.
Need to work full shift at Isetan tmr with Jessica :(
Too bad no offday for this weekend, cause I need REST!!!
But more offday for next week onwards! Hope things goes well.
Sunday have Mother Day gathering, I guess I'll have to skip it.
My apologies for not being able to attend the gathering.
Cause I've taken one week leave, I've to go back and work :(

I miss my grandmother. I walked into her room everyday.
It felt so weird without her presence at home, now.
I'm hoping to see her, hoping she would come into my dreams.
I wanna complain! I wanna complain about the photographer.
Know why? He took a photo of me crying, the ugliest side of me!
Dang!~ But I couldn't control my emotion at that point of time.
Few people cried when my grandma was cremated *disappointed*
I guess I cried the loudest :x I was crying like a small kid man.




To Grandma }

Remember to come back and see us!
And remember to watch over us too.
I missed you, and I really do...
But I know it's time, you've to go.
I hope you live well in netherworld.
I miss your cute face, your laughter.
And, Everything that's in YOU (:
I'll never forget those times we spent.
I miss feeding you too, grandma!~

I <3 you